In a way..
something happened to me yesterday night..
I’m totally messed NOT physically but mentally..
Whatever it was.. it will remained in me for a long time..
yep.. you can label me as being ‘sensitive’
BUT
put yourself in my position.. you gradually understand BY TIME
Hopefully.. how tarnished inside I felt

back to.. non emotional issues..

erk..
sy dh rase kehidupan dan pemakanan sy dh x betul dh
mase 1st week I can handle, control myself well BUT
masuk week 2..dh x boleh kawal dh..
missed my hometown dh..
serius EXTERNAL environment sy dkt sini x sesuai dgn jiwa sy
kadang2 rase cam bosan which mean for syia klau
BOSAN = MENGAMUK??
sy ni kecik je jd klau ngamuk kene la jd cili padi.. pedihnye
klau sy besar dh lame sy bertukar jd cam raksasa..
kene la ultraman musnahkn sy
(tahap berangan lak)

kadang2 terasekan terlampau MUDE
utk ada masalah cam ni..
klau skrg sy dh ada masalah cm ni..
pe citer bile sy makin dewase?
BUT
what if skrg sy rase.. kemudian hari sy x rase..
ye itu adalah pemikiran POSITIF
which kadang2 sy x setuju..

sy rase berfikiran positif tu 1 mitos je tau..
baik x yah ada tanggapan lagi besh

k.. nk mandi.. nanti x mandi skrg.. mlm2 pun x mandi trus
bkn ade sesape nk suh sy mandi..
sy kene la ckp kat diri sendiri..
‘SYIA MANDI!’